Journal #51: Kraftwerk Radioactivity Live

Kraftwerk: Radioactivity

Most inspiring environmental song I have ever heard.

Journal #50: New Blog: Help Make J.R. a Texan

http://helpmakejratexan.wordpress.com/

I’m trying to spread the word publicly that J.R., may in fact, become a Texan.

Journal #49: Positive and Negative

I’ve learned that negativity only breeds more negativity. So basically, I am going to confront things from a positive point of view from now on.

So positive things… I’m off medication and supplementing it with vitamins, herbs, exercise and an attempt at a healthy diet.

I nearly have my bachelors degree and I will have a car if all goes to plan within a few months.

I’ve found that Church can bring a healthy and positive community- even if you don’t particularly agree with all the dogma.

I’ve had a much better relationship with my family now that I’m not around much.

The girl that rejected me- did it because she isn’t ready to date or may become a nun-no joke. I’m now helping her to get sponsors to go to Africa to help poor people.

What people say doesn’t really bother me too much. People that have negative things to say all the time usually have something wrong personally.  I can personally attest to that.

Life can suck or not- its your choice to know whether the glass is half empty or half full.

Journal #48: Que Sera Sera

Remember that feeling on 9/11/01?

“I can’t believe this is happening”

I believe we will all experience that again shortly, but instead of watching it on T.V., it will be in our face.

But don’t worry… Que Sera Sera

What will be will be.

Journal #47: Forget Everyone

I don’t know what to do with all this happiness now that I am not in the Chicago region and nearly off medication.

Got a girl from Illinois that lives here now.  Her room mate told me she is interested.  She calls me etc, asks if I make it home ok, invites me out.

I don’t really care.  Thats the best angle to play.  As soon as she thinks you’re interested, then BAM!  She is gone.

So forget it, forget everyone.  I look out for number one, friends and family when I can.

Let the bitches come to me.

Journal #46: Intentional Spammers and Trolls Are Not Intelligent

Some posts here may seem crazy.  This blog is called Mind of J.R. I write whatever I feel like, when I feel like it.

Journal #45: Tiny, King of the Jews

Big Black: Tiny, King of the Jews

Have no idea what this song is about but its hypnotic.

Journal #44: New Theme Song Of Cincinnati, OH: He Had What they Call Passing Complexion!

Cincinnati is the only city where I have seen blacks with blue eyes. I speculate its because of white German ancestry people here mixing with the blacks.

This girl I work with got pregnant by her black boyfriend.

“I hope he doesn’t come out too dark”

she said.

Big Black: Passing Complexion

She was his
She would take his children
Black and white
Right to her own breast
There were times
When he could mix
With ordinary white company
And if the subject never came up
No one would notice
He had what they call passing complexion
He had what they call passing complexion
He had what they call passing complexion
He had what they call passing complexion
He’d been white, he’d been black
They asked him, black like that?
Yeah!

Journal #43: Boredom (Where is Captain Jack, when you need him?)

I’m having a bit of trouble finding work, as I’m sure many are. I’ll be done with school by the end of fall (about time).

I’m still working on getting this girl to date me. I’m playing it cool.

I think my direct, straightforward Chicago ways may intimidate people. Especially because this girl has little experience with dating.

She is kind of shy and it kind of pisses me off to a degree. She wrote me a letter that came in the mail out of the blue when she rejected me. How cute is that?

Half the people I tell that to say its creepy but I think it was cute, regardless of what it said. It came in the mail! Thats cute or creepy because I didn’t know she knew the address that well.

She wanted to date me. Her best friend and my room mate told me so. But I think she panicked.

She is kind of different but a good person. I suppose thats what attracted me to her.

But no need to kill myself over some dumb girl as my brother said, and he is right.

I think she’ll either go nuts somewhere down the line and marry some dude that doesn’t care about her or end up alone, or become a nun or something.

She’ll probably do something really stupid. I have known many girls similar to her that snap one day.

But whatever. I’m not going to go that far out of my way for her after the effort I put in.

She’ll come to me or we’ll go our separate ways; thats how it is.

Billy Joel: Captain Jack

My professor grew up in Joel’s neighborhood. This song is so fitting.

Journal #42: Southern Catholics: Where Are They?

If you are a Southern Catholic or know where passionate communities of them reside, please leave a comment.

This girl I am fascinated by is a Southern Catholic and really turned my world upside down being a Northern Catholic.